Week 7

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
It was a very busy day today! Ish. The morning was a little slow but as the pace speeded up to a fast sprint towards the end of the day, to say it was uneventful was an understatement!
Lunch was sandwiches and I’m not sure how but I feel that the car felt like a part of me. Speeding along the road to get to the college.
The environment at the training centre was friendly and I enjoyed everyone’s company and everyone seemed so too as it is only the first day after all.
The journey back was a little longer than the journey there but it was just as pleasant.
I enjoyed our conversation and grateful I saw you for 2 seconds! I’m interested to see how your hair looks now 😊 I know you are beautiful as ever! I am going to sleep early with you, sending you hugs and kisses through the cloud, as we both go to sleep now.
(16.03.20)

Ksenia
Hello Diary, Hello James,
I am greatful for you accepting me crying. That is important for me because i am a real easy-crier as you may already notice. Today mom was away and my sister and I stayed together for the whole day. We spent time really nice actually, in the morning we watched a new russian film “Ice” which is about figure skating, children’s dreams and a strong character. I had a lot of lessons and I wanna stop myself feeling annoyed sometimes because of some students. I shoud remember and repeat a quote for myself: There are no bad children, but there are bad teachers.
I really like the list you have made today. It is 100 per cent worth doing.
I wish you good luck for tomorrow darling, it will be an important day for you!
Kiss youuu (16.03.2020)

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
Today went very quickly! Another day where we learnt (/self-learnt) how to put together another system of circuits. There a total of 11 of us and the class-mate next to me and I seem to be the slowest ones in the room but I’m sure this is no problem as the we are just focusing on getting use to everything!
The sun was hiding a little today but the clouds were still very white. A pleasant day.
I am grateful I was able to talk with you twice today and we can talk for a long time! I will have to see you very soon darling! 😊
(17.03.20)

Ksenia
Hello Diary, Hello James,
I remember yesterday as a bad day. We have got to know that we can’t have our trip to SaintP this May. Everything was so negative after. I know, that is not our fault, that is frustraiting. the whole day after was in a mist. seemed like i was in reality but at the same time in frustration and sadness. What is more, Yulia is not going tol uni this week and i go by bus two ways. That is so exhausting. Oh darling, wish you were here. I am greatful for our call. (17.03.2020)

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
Today was another early start. I’m getting use to waking up at 5am. It feels good to be out of bed at that time 😊 I hope I can still wake up after tomorrow, working at the restaurant. I am looking forward to Sunday where I can sleep a little later!
The sun was out today and it was nice to soak in the sunshine during the breaks.
My routine in the evening is leaving me little time to get ready for bed and to spend time with you. I will make sure I will be ready for you once I finish my dinner 😊
I also don’t think you have done anything wrong in our call, it was just me not letting you sleep, especially as you need it for a very early morning tomorrow!
The story I wanted to tell you was about Alan Turning. He was a mathematician during the second world war but today, he is famous for his works in Artificial Intelligence. There is a film about his life, especially the moment he and a team of people had to break the German coding system. There is a scene in the film where a math puzzle was put into the newspaper to find the last member of the team, and the person who was able to solve the puzzle was able to go in the second stage, which was to solve a second even harder puzzle. The person who did this was a woman (Joan Clarke) but when she went to do the second puzzle, the man at the front asked her if she had gotten the wrong place.
When we were talking about this, this scene from the film came into my mind 😊
I like and choose you darling and sorry I mention about your lipstick too often. It was just the first time I remember seeing you wear lipstick over the phone! (You are strikingly beautiful 😉 )
Thank you for you and see you very very soon 😊
(18.03.20)

Ksenia
Hello Diary, Hello James,
i am happy you have a real progress in your practicing electrisity, i know how long you have been waiting for it! You are amaizing you know 🙂 don’t you forget Jason Mraz’s songs which are spreading motivation? i like and chose darling. Forgot to mention: i have finished my teaching course )) I am a little bit tired after a long studying day and a road so good night! kisss(18.03.2020)

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
Today I had two exams, a health and safety exam and a Communications with others exam. They both lasted ten minutes each! I had passed but I’m curious to which questions I had gotten wrong. The exams were after a fairly long day of practising in the workshop. We had to put together a thick cable for a particular power socket and it was surprisingly harder than expected!
After a fairly dusty day in the workshop, I went to work in the shop. As soon as I walked in, the whole place felt very empty. Like something was missing. The shelves were half filled, the chairs were put up onto the table, and the phones did not continuously ring like they use to. I am coming to the idea that change happens everywhere and all the time. It’s a matter of our own judgement in how good/bad something is.
I hope the changes in the next few weeks will let me hold you again through the night, letting the feelings in my heart flow through my chest and into yours. I like and choose you darling 😊
(19.03.20)

Ksenia,
Hello Diary, Hello James,
i feel that we step by step becoming far away from each other, we are both busy, tired and have some difficulties. Everybody sometimes has this time, just need to be patient.
With Love,
your Ksu (19.03.2020)

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
There were no exams today. I had started another project and wanted to finish it today. I am also thinking on how I can effectively prepare for my exams in the coming weeks. I think I have an idea! I was happy to have been able to hear you as you reached home today. When I hear your voice, I really do feel sunshine spread from my ears to the rest of my body.
I was able to leave by 3pm and the journey was fairly long. I think a good amount of sleep is definitely need for these long journeys driving. The evening was fairly smooth. I was driving for most of it again but I have a nice book that I’m listening to, that is keeping me company in the drives 😊. It’s part of the famous Star Trek series but this is a book series. I still think space travel and what it could be is amazing! Maybe I’m trying to reach the impossible but I’d suppose that’s what telescopes are designed for in the first place 😉
I’m sorry if I looked a little off this evening, I think the sleepiness has begun to sink in and so I want to leave this post with an image of us doing very special things to each other. My hands would be lightly placed onto your hips as we lie in bed looking into each other’s eyes. I would slowly kiss you and kiss your whole body, including little Ksenia 😉 I like and choose you sweetheart ❤ I really like what you have done to the site! We only now need to find the right photos to put into each page 😊
(20.03.20)

Ksenia
Hello James, Hello Diary,
I hope you like the changes i have made on our website. I just copy the way you did earlier and found it very nice. This day was full of news from my uni, everything changes so fast. When I was in my bus, i was enjoying the spring view and I found it really relaxing. In the evening I went to the shops just because my mom is sick. There is information about crazy people who are buying everything they see in supermarkets. That is why The shops are empty, however it is not true for my hometown. Am looking forward to seeing you.
your Ksu (20.03.2020)

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
That is the same here in London. Things are starting to slow down, in the fashion of a lockdown but I believe that this will not happen. Neither in Moscow. The world economies will carry on even if slowly and even with the stock markets dropping into recession.
Always, I noticed that I have been reading the news too much and this has made me a little bit mad, so I’ve deleted the news app on my phone 😛
I hope your mother recovers quickly! Even if she is an iron lady. My mum wishes your mum a good and fast recovery. My mum laughed when I told her that your mum is the same as her, continuing to work despite being told not to. 😛
It is a little strange not to see you so often during the day but I understand darling. You are strong, smart, and beautifully red 😉
I studied a little yesterday but realised that I need a structure to get through the materials and to revise.
Like and choose you darling ❤
Love, your Jamesic
(21.03.20)

Ksenia
Hello James, Hello Diary,
My day was smooth, but my mom is sick and that means that I have to do all the households by myself, it is not difficult, just a lot of small tasks those are time-consuming, that is why i couldn’t call you today. As I see you did not waste your time too, you were not online for the whole your break, does it mean that you study all you spare time? You are amazing, James. Because of the virus here, a lot of changes have been happening too. The majority of shops are closed, there are less and less people outside, shops are half empty, everybody is indoor. There are some fake news that Moscow is going to be closed and all public transport is going to stop since Monday. I really hope that they are gossips, just because it is ridiculous. People are losing their jobs. That seems like the beginning of a good thriller. Will see what happens next.
Kiss and hug you darling,
Your Ksu (21.03.2020)

James
Hello Diary. Hello Ksusha,
Today is a working day.Mother’s Day is a day where I haven’t missed many, especially when that day has historically been very busy at the restaurant. Today has also been historical, where a pandemic has caused us to pause and live in the moment, but just for the moment.
In the evening, I was on delivery duty and I am very surprised by how many people gave me a tip! (Thank you to them as they contributed towards my car fuel :D)
I feel like I am a friend to my mum who like to ask for my opinion but next year, I am working towards getting something nice for her!
I’m grateful for you, you can really bright up my day! Thank you for you darling
Love from your Jamesic
(22.03.20)

Ksenia,
Hello James, hello Diary,
Today was a nice working day, and i spent some time with my family. Like these days, and i thank the opportunity to stay at home, sleep a lot and not waste time in buses. This day was nice actually, but one small thing spoil it. That is about my university mate. Probably i did not mention her before, but we are on good friendly terms. She is a little bit older than me, just because she left the uni when she got merried and pragment 3 years ago, and when her child became older she decided to continue studying. She is a nice woman, mother. Well, I heard that she is getting a divorce and will stay a single mother. That is an awful situation. that gave me a nervous tremor. There are too many divorces around, people are forgrtting the most important in life – family. That news made me sincerely sad. You know, sometimes i miss my father (not a real one, but the ideal picture of dad i have in my mind). That is interesting that i have these thoughts about family at this special day – Mother’s Day. Mothers are our heros, they are always nearby, they are the best of the best. I send your mom all the best wishes, and say thanks to her from me for growing up such an amazing son (I am talking about you).
kiss (22.03.2020)

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